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|Sunday, December 13th, 2009|
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|Tuesday, December 23rd, 2008|
|Tuesday, November 27th, 2007|
Thanksgiving went better than expected. thank you for all your comments. :-*
and i was completely wrong about my aunt being all alone (thank god). her community is way tighter than I thought and she has all sorts of support. thank goodness.
|Wednesday, November 21st, 2007|
My uncle died last night. My aunt came home to find him dead on the couch. the autopsy is today but we suspect it's a heart attack; he had a strong family history despite never having heart problems himself. He was fit and ate healthy. He was a volunteer firefighter. He and my aunt lived in the middle of the country (like the forest and open spaces kinda country, not the united states). Their house is in the middle of nowhere and it's my favorite place to be. They have a horse and keep a shed open to wild cats so they have somewhere warm to stay in the winter. They even get the wild cats vaccinations and help them get well if they're sick or heal if they're injured. They also have a great dane who is huge and only a few years old. We didn't see them very often; they chose to keep to themselves and I have such a huge respect for that. It takes a lot to say no to family pressure, especially over holidays. They were going to come for this thanksgiving, and I was so excited for Mike to meet them. Especially my uncle. He is like a big kid, always joking around and playing with us kids. My fondest memories of him are when we would visit and he taught me how to play mortal combat. We weren't very close though. Like I said, we hardly ever saw them. I'm terribly worried about my aunt. She's all alone out there now, and I don't know how she's going to take it. My mema is staying with her for a few days. Her and my aunt have always been extremely close, considering my aunt is her only daughter and all. Plus, my mema lost my papa a little over 16 years back, so she has experience with losing a husband. The wake is saturday night and the funeral is sunday afternoon. mike agreed to stay with me for both which I really really appreciated. All of my dad's side of the family is coming to thanksgiving now, so he'll be able to meet my cousins and other aunt and uncle, which should be good. My aunt and uncle never had any kids, but I don't think they ever wanted to. They were young, late thirties at the most. I still don't think this has hit.
|Thursday, July 5th, 2007|
I'm in Boston :-P I know you're jealous. It's ok, you don't have to lie. I'm only here til Sunday though :( then off to work again before I go to TORONTO WITH MADDY then more work til I go DOWN TO JESSICA'S WITH GERAN then more work before I MOVE STUFF INTO MY APARTMENT then more work before HILTON HEAD WITH FAMILY then more work until I GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND ROCK OUT HARDXCORE IN MY APARTMENT BITCHES!!!
wow these are gonna be a busy last few weeks. thank god. I'd go insane otherwise.
Now I be you're wondering "why is Kourtney typing on LJ rather than spending time with that boy she's visiting?!" well the correct answer would be that I got up to run and now I need to shower then "accidentally" wake him up :-0 Yes, I'm a very mean girlfriend.
gah off to shower bc I smell REALLLLLY badly. tehe
|Monday, June 25th, 2007|
trans 1: 5:03
trans 2: 1:58
|Tuesday, June 19th, 2007|
omgz kourtney has a boyfriend lolz
|Tuesday, May 29th, 2007|
we made a cake today. it was beautiful. chocolate chip cookie cake - blue icing - yellow cake (but pink from sprinkles) with green sprinkles - green icing - same cake - purple icing - more cookie cake. yes, a cake cookie sandwich. sooo good. and we decorated the top BEAUTIFULLY (even tho sneha can't do icing so good...)
|Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007|
i'm dissappointed in you.
|Sunday, May 20th, 2007|
I had the BEST weekend. Living with Geran is gonna be soo much fun! He and all his friend's are crazy and I love where he lives bc there are all these trees and such. Last night we got crazy drunk and I would like to document right here that geran did a strip tease on camera... embarassing... i will use this as blackmail later. bwahahahaha
anyway so crazy drunk, left many drunken messages that we have NO IDEA WHAT WE SAID which has proven to be quite embarassing today. but it was an amazing weekend and i'm so glad i went down. i'll definitely go out a lot this summer bc geran is fuckin awesome! gah so many stories i can't say. lots of tree climbing and playing in creek beds, my ankle hurts like hell.
i should stay in tonight and sleep some bc i get to play with babies tomorrow morning, but i'll probably go watch a movie somewhere. nothing left to say. loove you all!
hey jess, if you read this give me a call! we haven't hung out in FOREVER and that needs to be remedied!
|Wednesday, May 16th, 2007|
so today i gained a whole new respect for preschool teachers. seriously. those kids are EXHAUSTING!!! i worked with mrs marrapode today and was in the baby room. it was soo much fun but i could SO go for a nap right about now. but first i must clean then get a full night's sleep.
seriously tho, sooo exhausted.
but rockin' out to sublime, so i'm not so bad.
k nothing out to say. love you
|Thursday, May 10th, 2007|
so i'm home now, and strangely content. i still miss everyone a lot, but it's getting easier. my siblings and i are getting along, although i'm worried about my brother. he just seems so stressed out and i wanna give him a great big hug, ya know? but i'm chillin in my room and kinda enjoying it.
on friday i'm going down to see sneha at school. kristin graduates saturday, then monday is mother's day then we go back home. there are so many things i should be doing, my roomm is strewn with boxes.
my grades did not go well in the fall, got worse in the spring. i should've worked harder. grrr. maybe itll give me drive for next year? but mostly, i'm just ashamed. i know i could've done much better.
well tomorrow i'm getting manicure/pedicure with my sister (yes, we are ridiculous) then tanning (yes i recognize it's pointless...shut it) then going to dinner with maddy (i hope).
also HOW LONG DOES IT FUCKING TAKE SPRAINED ANKLES TO HEAL?!!?!?! i'm so sick of not being able to run and it is driving me INSANE! grrr
ok i gotta hit the hay. and by that, i mean watch more sopranos bc anthony junior is having panic attacks and i gotta make sure he's ok.
|Tuesday, May 8th, 2007|
|Tuesday, May 1st, 2007|
finals are gonna kill me, but is it that big of a surprise... oh man, i'm so fucked.
i can't get motivated. fred (crazy stoner guy that works in mike's building) made fun of me this morning when i was whining about having to work. meanie :-P
also, i have been dubbed "blondie: princess of all the candy in the land" by a (surprisingly) sober mike, so i demand you refer to me by my full title from now on.
also, the air wasn't working at work today. the stockroom was 118 degrees. fuckers...
ok i'm gonna go sit / nap and wait for work to end. bbye
|Saturday, April 21st, 2007|
fuck finals. and all that they both stand for. bastards.
wow that was a bit random.
so things are CRAZY hectic and i'm going insane. i passed out ahem i mean fell asleep at like 3 pm yesterday and woke up this morning at like 5:30 am. i was like "huh?? whatever happened to just taking a nap?!" it was amusing. so we got waffles :-D
now i'm "working" and have a break that ends in a few minutes :( i don't wanna go back, it takes effort! and by effort, i mean i have to walk on my sprained ankle.
oh yeah, i sprained my ankle running. i was doing so good too, damn it! and i still had like 2 3/4 mi left in my run. now i won't be able to run for several weeks and i was suppossed to do 7 miles tomorrow :( i'm pissed, if you can't tell. i do have this fun little splint though, and I have an excuse to be lazy and make ppl fetch things for me. that's always nice...
hmm there really isn't much to say and i should get back to work. have a good weekend everyone and good luck on all yoru finals!
|Saturday, April 14th, 2007|
omg every day i work i am thankful i cut down my hours. luckily, i didn't have to deal with ANY hangers. i was too busy doing fuckin' paper during closing to have to deal; i made courtney do it. yes i am a bad person but we had ten minutes til close and this paper had to be done so hush.
WHO THE HELL NEEDS 300 FEET OF FUCKING BLACK PAPER! LIKE SERIOUSLY WTF! I DONT CARE IF YOU WANNA DECORATE YOUR FRAT FOR A PARTY! 300 FT IS FUCKIN RIDICULOUS! and i have so many fuckin paper cuts now. omg i wanna fuckin kill that damned black paper. i hope we run out soon. altho luke, your method of tape saved my ass twice today (someone else wanted 100 ft). Oh, and i got to dust the mug fixture again. i hate mugs. apparantly the vice president of follets is coming so it's dusting GALORE until he gets here. sounds like a BLAST!!
oo and i met monica's kids! they're adorable!
alright i gotta go do hmwk :( bubye
|Monday, March 26th, 2007|
So I'm nostalgic and wanted to post an entry in here. One that is entirely ambiguous and wonderful. I have changed so much since my last entry in here, well my last "real" entry. I am more confident now, less dependent on those around me. But I still recognize that everyone needs someone sometimes and that that's OK as necessary. Wow, that sentence was repetitive. I'm definitely more open-minded than I ever have been. I'm acting differently than I ever expected and I'm not ashamed in the least. I still have my flaws, still have my stupid habits that just make me worse, but I am much happier than I was. I have learned to believe in myself, in the decisions I make. I have learned to open up and be free, embrace all my little quirks that don't get written about here. Honestly, I'm not sure you guys could stomach it. Let's just say I'm "intense." There are quite a few people I am fed up with, quite a few I am indifferent about, and a whole slew of people that I love more than anything. I have met some amazing people at school, Mike Jennee Geran and Jessica keep my days going, and I don't know what I'd do without them. I'm going to miss them so much this summer it's crazy. But if I've learned anything, it's that I don't know nearly as much as I thought I did. I'm being challenged daily but it makes life exciting. I love the rush, the need, the desire.
The me of a year ago, hell of six months ago wouldn't even recognize me. In fact, she'd probably be pretty disappointed. But hell, I love it. Embrace the moments, everyone. Don't waste 'em.
Love you all
So I'm in Florida for the week with Tricia. Sidenote, I love Tricia' family. Well, I'm gonna let you guys go, just wanted to let you know. I'm sure there will be many tearful entries over the next week. I think I'm gonna start writing in here again :-D
Love you all
|Monday, March 12th, 2007|
|Sunday, March 11th, 2007|
|i'm emotional :(
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